I watched a client cry on our call - here's why
She didn't cry because I told her something was wrong. She cried because I told her nothing was.
I sat across from a woman I’ll call Eva - a creative in her late 30s, navigating a divorce while trying to build something sustainable from her talents.
On paper, she was doing everything right. She had work coming in. Her portfolio was strong. People saw her as capable, together, even successful.
But inside?
“I feel like such a mess,” she said. “I should have this figured out by now.”
You see, there’s a specific kind of exhaustion that doesn’t show up on the outside.
Your life works. You’re holding it together. You show up. You deliver. You’re the one people lean on.
But somewhere along the way, you stopped recognizing yourself in your own life.
You’re tired - but not in a way that rest fixes.
You’re successful - but it doesn’t feel like success.
You’re doing all the “right things” - but none of them light you up anymore.
And the worst part? You can’t even explain what’s wrong.
Because nothing is technically broken. You just feel... hollow. Disconnected. Like you’re living someone else’s life and waiting for permission to leave.
This is what I call the quiet fracture - the split between who you’ve become and who you actually are.
And if you’re reading this right now feeling that dull ache in your chest saying “Yes, this is me” - I need you to hear something:
You’re not failing. You’re waking up.
What most high-functioning, emotionally intelligent people don’t realise is the following:
The more capable you are, the longer you can ignore the misalignment.
You’re good at managing. At adapting. At pushing through.
So you keep going. You keep performing. You keep saying “I’m fine” because, objectively, you are.
Until one day, your body says: “Actually, we’re not.”
And that’s when it shows up:
The Sunday dread that creeps in earlier each week
The decision paralysis where even small choices feel impossible
The emotional flatness where nothing feels exciting anymore
The constant second-guessing of every path forward
The sense that you’re living for everyone but yourself
You’re not burned out - not yet.
But you’re not lit up either.
You’re just... functioning. Performing. Surviving.
And deep down, you know: There has to be more than this.
By the time Eva came to me, she’d tried everything:
☑ Journaling
☑ Therapy
☑ Talking it through with friends
☑ Reading the books
☑ Taking the courses
☑ Making pros and cons lists
And still - no clarity.
Why?
Because you can’t think your way out of a soul-level misalignment.
Your mind is brilliant at analysis. But it can’t access the truth your body already knows.
The exhaustion? That’s your nervous system saying “This path isn’t yours.”
The decision paralysis? That’s your intuition refusing to commit to something that’s out of alignment.
The flatness? That’s your soul withdrawing its energy because you’re not living your design - you’re living someone else’s.
And no amount of strategy, productivity hacks, or mindset shifts will fix that.
Because this isn’t a strategy problem.
It’s an identity problem.
When Eva came to me, she was trying to “pick one thing.”
Everyone told her: “You need to focus. Writing OR illustration. Pick a lane.”
So she’d start with one. Get frustrated. Switch to the other. Get frustrated again. Rinse. Repeat.
She thought she was scattered. Undisciplined. A mess.
But in our Soul Purpose Blueprint session, I showed her something that shifted everything:
“You’re not a mess. You’re multi-dimensional. And you’re designed that way.”
Using her Human Design chart, I showed her she’s what’s called a Manifesting Generator - someone who’s literally wired to weave multiple passions together, not separate them.
Trying to “pick one thing” for her was like asking a bird to use only one wing.
The relief in her voice:
“I’ve been fighting myself my whole life.”
You might be thinking: “Can’t I just put my birth details into an AI tool and get the same thing?”
Short answer: No.
Here’s why:
1. AI gives you data. I give you translation.
Yes, you can generate a Human Design chart online. You’ll get gates, channels, types, authorities - all technically accurate.
But it won’t tell you what that actually means for your life right now.
It won’t connect the dots between:
Why you feel paralyzed making decisions (emotional authority)
Why “just pick one thing” makes you want to scream (multi-passionate design)
Why you’re exhausted even though your life “looks good” (performing an identity that’s not yours)
That’s the difference between information and insight.
2. AI can’t read what’s unspoken.
In our session, Eva didn’t just get a chart reading.
She got:
Permission to stop performing
Language for what she’d been feeling but couldn’t name
A mirror that reflected her actual design back to her
Clarity on her next aligned step (not a 10-year plan—just the one true move)
AI can’t feel the relief in someone’s voice when they finally stop fighting themselves.
3. This isn’t about the system. It’s about the seeing.
I don’t just use Human Design. I weave:
Gene Keys (your soul’s life theme and purpose)
Somatic awareness (what your body is holding)
Nervous system patterns (where you’re stuck)
Real conversation (the thing AI can never replicate)
The session isn’t a report. It’s a mirror.
And sometimes, being seen (truly seen) is what unlocks everything.
The regular price for a Soul Purpose Blueprint session is €295.
For Black Friday, I’m offering it at €95.
Why so low for something this deep?
Because I know what it’s like to be at the edge—where you know you need support, but you’re not sure if now is the time.
This isn’t charity. It’s an invitation.
If you’ve been circling this work—feeling the pull but not yet ready—this is your moment.
One hour. Real depth. Personalised insight you can feel, not just think.
You walk away with:
A blueprint document (your design, your patterns, your truth)
Practical clarity on your next step
Permission to stop performing and start living
No fluff. No generic advice. Just truth.
If you’re reading this and feeling that quiet ache—the one that says “something needs to change, but I don’t know what”—you’re not imagining it.
Your soul is trying to get your attention.
And it’s using that discomfort to call you home.
You’re not broken. You’re not failing. You’re not “too much” or “not enough.”
You’re between chapters.
And what you need isn’t more information.
You need a mirror. A witness. Someone who can help you hear what your body’s been whispering all along.
That’s what this session is for.
Next article: Why your body knows more than your mind - and how to finally listen.